Friday, August 1, 2014

Confess My Feeling

Always, for 24 hours, every time I think of you, these impatient feelings of mine, just flow out.Although it’s easy to say “I love you”,when you appear in front of me,my personality arises and becomes my hindrance.
If I was good at doing everything firmly,even if I take that trait no matter how hard I try that impeding wall won’t break.I hope you can understand my feelings.That’s why I always
give you that side glance with my greatest courage and love.

It seems my silky heart will break.I finally got to meet you and be aware of you but I’m unskillful in love I’ve forgotten my scars of love,so suddenly  the pain overflows.Someday, the real me will say “I Love You”,I must say it…but today I’ve become too weak {to do it}. 
If I say I love you, I’ll be at ease although I understand that truth.If I say it, it seems you’ll distance yourself… 
I finally got to meet you and be aware of you but I’m unskillful in love…Purposely hiding my weakness even if I put up a front. I’m sure one day the real me will say “I Love You” and properly convey these feelings to you. 

Monday, July 28, 2014

I Can Do It

Didn't I tell you already,
that you would not be able to move forward if you hid behind your weakness?
Look, my fragile inner self,
no matter how dramatic your stage play is, everyone still remains unimpressed.


Even in a night tormented by loneliness, I impatiently await tomorrow's light.
With the strength to admit that my weak self is merely bluffing,
I must get started! I can do it!
From there, I must face forward,
and start walking! Start running! Never stop!


It doesn't matter if my voice sounds out of tune;
I will scream "Why should I care?"
It's my turn! Can you do it?
I'm no longer afraid of
what might happen when I do that.
This very day is my chance to shine! I can do it!
We can do it!


With this little self-reflection,
I'll set fire everywhere
and become covered in sweat, with complete devotion.
As long as you're with me,
I'll always be able to stand up again.
That's right. No surrender.


Don't let yourselves get carried away
saying as you please that I'm merely an outsider in the outfield.
The winner will be me! Can you do it?
I don't care what they think right now. Baby.
I will use my actions to make everybody shut up.
Tomorrow will also be my chance to shine!
 

 

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Towards The Light

When the summer sun is shining,
Shaking the sails within my heart I know,
(Fly away, grand blue sea)
A brand new world that had been hiding
Has opened up its doors for me to go,
(Fly away, grand blue sky)
Swaying in the troubled waves,
From all despair I can be saved,
For the horizon on the other side is Is what I aim for!
And though I’ve traveled far from where my search began,
Over seas of green and shores of sand,
Through the endless, everlasting world out there,
I know that with this burning passion driving me,
Someday, somewhere, I’ll finally
See the light I have searched for everywhere!
A stark parade of seamless days, and
Never-changing clouds within the sky,
(Fly away, seagull, fly)
I see inside of you a future,
You can’t begin to know though you may try,
(Fly away, endless blue)
Even if I shun the pain,
And let those faults I have remain,
I will no longer have my dreams to hope for,
So let’s go today!


Why is it I am searching over every coast?
What do I desire most?
Well the answer’s surely somewhere up ahead,
My beating heart as open as my flag unfurled,
I’ll sail throughout this world,
Holding the strength inside me left unsaid!

Where’s the hidden treasure I so long to see?
And even with this burning passion driving me,
How far can dreaming guide me?
I do not know, but even so…


I’ll keep on moving far from where my search began,
Across the sea, beyond the sand,
Through the endless, everlasting world out there,
I know that with this burning passion driving me,
Someday, somewhere, I’ll finally
See the light I have searched for everywhere!

I’ll find it there! 

Feel The Wind

Look, just ahead there's you, my dear, who's waiting for me.


When the long journey just began 
It was only courage, love, friendship and
That little will to play
We will keep carrying all this with us
We're just an only fragment of the Earth
Fellows are gathering one by one
And it's gonna take shape there 
Where the wind always come blowing
Feel the wind, just feel the wind
Let's go looking for the wind that will dry our tears away
The journey of adventures is for meeting someone special
I won't stop here
Look, just ahead there's you, my dear,who's waiting for me.
The time I couldn't help being sad
You were the one who cried with me
The time I cannot help being happy
There is always a smiling friend
The 6 billion ONE PIECE
We met like a miracle
At the same time watching the same scenery
It comes blowing into our dreams



Monday, April 7, 2014

Family.. ♥_♥

What is family? They were the people who claimed you. In good, in bad, in parts or in whole, they were the ones who showed up, who stayed in there, regardless. It wasn’t just about blood relations or shared chromosomes, but something wider, bigger. We have many families over time. Our family of origin, the family we created, and the groups you moved through while all of this was happening: friends, lovers, sometimes even strangers. None of them perfect and we couldn’t expect them to be. You can’t make any one person your world. The trick was to take what each could give you and build your world from it. Parents are always there, from beginning to the end, they’ll always be there.
    In my Mom’s eyes I see her as a hero ♥Any woman can give birth, but it takes a special person to be a { m o m m y } ♥ When you love them, they drive you crazy because they know they can.

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

New World

Across the sky
Across the sea
A little fear
Can turn into hope

I began to walk
Through this world
What sort of encounters
Am I searching for?

Though my thoughts seem to crumble apart, I hold back my stirring heart
And believe in the future your voice conceals

Our journey has only just begun
How will our dreams and bonds be connected?
Our collective hearts will give us the strength to fight
We'll have transcended the darkness
And reached the tomorrow that lies ahead

Beyond the night
Beyond the morning
Your voice
Cannot be heard

Don't look back
To when you were pretending to be strong
Inside your heart
Are shining miracles

Before you knew it, you'd taken many echoing footsteps
The feelings you believe in will support you

Hands Up

Raise more Hands Up now!
Sing your dreams ~
Stand up forever! With our unbreakable flag!
Let's keep breaking through the walls without ever stopping! Hands Up!

If we keep moving forward , will we able to reach the answers?
To the new world we've been kept believing on
That's right, the fragments of our dreams have become one.
Our unshakeable bonds reach through the shining future!
 

Look Up! more
Held your head high!
Step Up! Forever
Fly over the waves!
Make our wishes into one
Into the future!

Waves breaking through the shores and leaving
Meetings and partings, again, under this flag. . .
Ever since that day,
I have always kept that unforgettable pain inside in my heart.
I won't lose to anyone!
I will grab my freedom with my own hands.

Thursday, February 20, 2014

Little Story About a Couple..

Girl: baby I am leaving.
BOY: but I need you don’t go…
GIRL: but i have to go please forget me
BOY: how can I….
GIRL: NO but you have to…my father is sending me out for studies….
BOY: PLEASE DON’T GO ….i love you….
Girl: I want to meet you before I leave…to night
[THE GIRLS AND THE BOY MEETS AT THEIR PLACE AND SEEING THE GIRL THE BOY STARTS CRYING..
THE GIRL HANDS OVER A LETTER TO HIM AND TELLS HIM TO READ IT IN HIS HOUSE..]
{THE BOY AND THE GIRLS HUGS EACH OTHER AND BOTH OF THEM ARE NOT ABLE TO EXCHANGE WORDS AND ONLY CRIEING INFRONT OF EACH OTHER}
[THE GIRL WAVES HER HAND TELLS THE BOY ITS TIME FOR HER TO LEAVE AND THE BOY UNABLES TO CONTROL HIMSELF RUNS OUT TO HIS HOUSE..]
THE LETTER BY THE GIRL STATES
[HEY,
You are a dog… I have never in my life liked you…so please never ever give a thought about me loving you…you are of no use…still I used you for all pity things i had wanted to…now when I felt that your full potential was tested I decided to throw you…and so i am leaving and will never like to see your face ever…so please even when I return don’t even dare to contact me ever…you are a dog…you don’t deserve anything…getting me if it was your dream than I don’t mind stating that it was a failure for you…you can never get me…never in your life…I had just used you as a time pass and I don’t consider anything more than that…and by the way let me tell you that I DON’T RECYCLE USED THING…please get it clear in your head…I DON’T LIKE YOU…you are been used….

Thank you for entertaining me
__________ __________ ]

{reading this letter the boy runs out of his consciousness and goes to his toilet and kills himself…}

[BUT he did not see the other letter which was in the envelope stating
Dog = dear
Never = always
No = yes
Use/time pass = happy moments I spend with you
Throw = love
Don’t = do
Failure = success
Anything = everything

THIS WAS JUST TO SEE WETHER YOU WILL HATE ME IF I MEANT THIS TO YOU… HOPE SOON AFTER YOU READ MY FIRST LETTER YOU HAVE READ THIS ONE…PLEASE DON’T BE ANGRY…I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU…PLEASE NEVER HATE ME…I WONT BE ABLE TO LIVE…I LOVE YOU…ALWAYS FOR YOU <3 <3}

[COMING TO KNOW THAT THE BOY KILLED HIMSELF AFTER READING THE GIRL’S LETTER THE GIRL TOO WENT TO HER TOILET AND KILLED HERSELF…AS SHE DIDN’T FIND A WAY OUT TO GET THE BOY BACK INTO HER LIFE…


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Confess My Feeling

Always, for 24 hours, every time I think of you, these impatient feelings of mine, just flow out. Although it’s easy to say “I love you”,wh...