Friday, August 1, 2014

Confess My Feeling

Always, for 24 hours, every time I think of you, these impatient feelings of mine, just flow out.Although it’s easy to say “I love you”,when you appear in front of me,my personality arises and becomes my hindrance.
If I was good at doing everything firmly,even if I take that trait no matter how hard I try that impeding wall won’t break.I hope you can understand my feelings.That’s why I always
give you that side glance with my greatest courage and love.

It seems my silky heart will break.I finally got to meet you and be aware of you but I’m unskillful in love I’ve forgotten my scars of love,so suddenly  the pain overflows.Someday, the real me will say “I Love You”,I must say it…but today I’ve become too weak {to do it}. 
If I say I love you, I’ll be at ease although I understand that truth.If I say it, it seems you’ll distance yourself… 
I finally got to meet you and be aware of you but I’m unskillful in love…Purposely hiding my weakness even if I put up a front. I’m sure one day the real me will say “I Love You” and properly convey these feelings to you. 

Monday, July 28, 2014

I Can Do It

Didn't I tell you already,
that you would not be able to move forward if you hid behind your weakness?
Look, my fragile inner self,
no matter how dramatic your stage play is, everyone still remains unimpressed.

Even in a night tormented by loneliness, I impatiently await tomorrow's light.
With the strength to admit that my weak self is merely bluffing,
I must get started! I can do it!
From there, I must face forward,
and start walking! Start running! Never stop!

It doesn't matter if my voice sounds out of tune;
I will scream "Why should I care?"
It's my turn! Can you do it?
I'm no longer afraid of
what might happen when I do that.
This very day is my chance to shine! I can do it!
We can do it!

With this little self-reflection,
I'll set fire everywhere
and become covered in sweat, with complete devotion.
As long as you're with me,
I'll always be able to stand up again.
That's right. No surrender.

Don't let yourselves get carried away
saying as you please that I'm merely an outsider in the outfield.
The winner will be me! Can you do it?
I don't care what they think right now. Baby.
I will use my actions to make everybody shut up.
Tomorrow will also be my chance to shine!